koayyeefei

5 things to do before you die.

2012-01-17T01:27:00.000+08:00

1. Live the life that is true to yourself, not the life that is expected of others. 2. Don't work too hard, be grateful of simple things in life. 3. Express your own feelings. 4. Stay in touch with friends. 5. Being happy is a choice.

Wishing Latern

2012-01-03T01:27:00.000+08:00

started off the month with a pretty memorable night.

being with Rojak has never been once sad/disappointing for me. with them its just pure happiness :")

tonight, we wrote all of our wishes on a Wishing Latern, lit it and see it float into the sky :')

we promised, if we survived year 2012, we will come back here and do it again!

<3

2012

2012-01-01T03:39:00.001+08:00

this year I ~~hope to~~ will be:

a) less socially awkward
b) more buff
c) richer
d) more kind to people
e) less irrational
f) more confident
g) in control of my own life.

Here's to trying to survive through year 2012!

2011-12-10T00:06:00.001+08:00

there's so much anger, hatred, jealousy and dissatisfaction in me right now.

they were always there, just buried deep in me. occasionally, they would resurface...and i would struggle real hard to bury it back down again.

i've barely lived a quarter of a century, and i've already had so many regrets in live.

what;s there to look forward to in live? nothing.

2011-11-29T22:54:00.000+08:00

From where things are and where things are going - it seems to get further and further away from my dreams, from what I've initially planned. guess this is what's life all about huh

I don't know what to do now. I don't know whether should I continue chasing after them, find a new goal to achieve in life, or just follow what everyone tells/wants me to do.

I don't know. I just don't know.

p/s= For once, just once - I wish I had the courage to say what I really feel and maybe, that would've made all the difference in life.

quote:

2011-11-19T02:03:00.000+08:00

“能活在有五月天的时代

真是幸福啊！”

p/s= THEY, would be the exact reason why I still have the courage to chase after dreams. :')

I DIED

2011-11-19T01:59:00.000+08:00

a little when i saw this.

my favourite taiwanese (ex) news broadcaster, and my favourite taiwanese in the entire universe. together. singing a total classic. UWAHHHHHH I AM MELTINGGGG

p/s= okay yes their singing might not be fantastic, but thats not the point!

Mr Brian.

2011-11-01T01:22:00.001+08:00

You were an inspiration to us all. The impact you've made on everyone's life is more than you can imagine. Thank you for being who you are, for without you there wouldn't be us.

Without you, I wouldn't pick up the cello. I wouldn't even pick up the violin.
Without you, I wouldn't fall in love with music and performing.
Without you, I would have zero knowledge of music (well, its still zero, but i'm working on it!)
Without you, joining an orchestra would be just a far-fetched dream for me.

the thing is about you is that you never judge, everyone's welcome to join the big family you've created at klpac. In fact the more the merrier. People coming together through music because of you. How many people have you inspired? You might not be internationally known (okay, i know you are.), but you have definitely change the world in one way or another. you've changed our world. and that's all that matters :)


Brian, circa 2010

Thank you, Mr Brian.
you will be loved.

p/s= I've cried enough today, and I promise I won't cry anymore. you have given us (me) the strength to continue to follow my heart and that tells me that everything will be fine. Your deep love for music shines a pathway for me, and others who have been under you to continue to work harder.

We shall connect through music, wherever you are. :)
There are better music over the other side, rest in peace now teacher.
(on a side note: If you ever see Mozart, do say hi! :D)

extra note: I used to hate smokers, but you were the only person I thought that smoking was cool, and it got to the point that I actually liked your smell of smoke.

2011-10-30T22:28:00.001+08:00

Just incase i forget next time (but i doubt i will). This, is literally loveeee. freaking beautiful, this was probably in his prime (by judging, uh, how skinny he is ;D and his voice)

Caro Mio Ben - Giuseppe Giordani
sang by Pavarotti.

loveeeeeees!

edit: THIS version, instantly brought tears to my eyes. her phrasing, emotions uwahhh i'm cryinggg.

That...

2011-10-29T00:59:00.000+08:00

empty feeling inside you, as if something has been taken out from your life.

happens every single time, after the end of a performance. It's as if its not part of your life anymore, which is quite ironic since it was never part of your life. The weekly rehearsals, laughters, music, all gone with the end of the performance.

At least I know I did learn, made some new friends, enjoyed wonderful music and company. what's there more to ask for?

oh well, i guess that's life. have to learn how to move on somehow.

but for now, just let me be emotional and sulk. i'll move on someday.

p/s= it;s back to reality time. have to study, and try to last till the end of my pre-u course. the thought of not being able to join in any production till the end of my pre-u does not make it easier, at all.

Faye Wong Discography

2011-10-25T10:36:00.000+08:00

I has it! after downloading for weeeeeks (because there weren't any seeders, and i don't own Unifi -.-)

She's the voice I would so marry. Listening to her songs somehow makes the day brighter.

Oh, did I mention i want to marry her? <3

2011-10-23T00:04:00.000+08:00

My heart stopped for a second when I found out that one of my favorite Taiwanese actress/model, Sonia Sui, shares the same birthday with me.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

okay okay I'll calm down lol

2011-10-20T00:36:00.000+08:00

I realized that throughout the my entire school life, I've never had an epic year. Well, I mean there were some epic moments, but that would usually be followed by something disastrous/unhappy which masks over the "epic-ness" and I'll be unhappy for the rest of the year/month/(insert time).

Well, not anymore.
Not this time. I think its time for me to learn how to be happy, to control my own happiness, and whatever the outcome, learn to be grateful and happy.

I, will not let anyone bring me down. Not today at least.
Now, I'm in control.

Oh, and happy early 18th to me! :)

(gotta start learning how to love and trust myself more, that I can do it!)

Detective Conan

2011-10-17T22:01:00.000+08:00

I know its weird, but I am melting over the fact of how good looking Detective Conan's parents are.Really, really reaaaaally good looking.

Yukiko Kudo

Yusaku Kudo

loooooooooooooooves!

I,

2011-10-17T02:08:00.002+08:00

declare that I am mentally married to a whole list of people which includes:

Alan Menken, Idina Menzel, Darren Criss, Karlie Kloss, Avril Lavigne, Anne Hathaway, Lin ZhiLing, and Sonia Sui etc etc.

Oh, and how could I ever forget Taylor Swift and Beyonce?!

...now I need a place to melt. *in loveeee*

loves,
fei

2011-10-15T03:12:00.002+08:00

A last post before I sleep. (gonna die teaching kids tomorrow fml)

Whoever gets tired of being musically involved, should start rethinking about the way they live their lives, 'cause I don't think one can ever, ever get tired of being musically involved. There's just so much magic in music. :')

Loves,
fei

Bragging Rights #1

2011-10-15T02:54:00.003+08:00

Decided I need to write down things that I'm proud of, that's worth bragging about - just so I can have more confidence to face the world another day.

I have a Dip(LCM) in Piano, Grade 8 in Theory, Violin, and Cello.

...and I would like to thank my mom for that *teary eyes*

loves,
fei
p/s: heck yeah, of course I plan to improve.

Best Thing That Ever Happened #1

2011-07-24T00:30:00.003+08:00

Feeling a lil' optimistic tonight, and I think i should pretty much blog about it - for memory's sake.

Rojak, 23/7/11 - HeartRock

They, would be they best people I've ever met in my 18 years of life. We may not know each other in the future (okay fine, more like i'll probably forget them), we may walk different path in lives, but the memories we had together would be something I truly cherish for as long as I can remember (...which isn't really very long, but that's not the point :D)

Being with them, it would just pure innocent, sincere happiness - something that I probably can't find anywhere else in the world. This, I am very sure about. Sure we do have our emo/stress moments but lets not get to detailed about that :D

We have a very unique relationship, which I will really, really cherish for life. For that, I thank them for being my source of happiness during shitty times in life. I thank them for accepting my weird/quirky attitude. I thank them for giving me hope in life (then crush them -.-). I thank them that they actually get my jokes/puns (no one gets it - except them T.T). I thank them, for just being there enjoying music together.

loves,
fei

p/s= ...and we look good together tooo!

Resolutions of 2011

2011-02-18T21:39:00.003+08:00

Edit: yes i like to procrastinate. I've started this like half a month ago.

Yo! I do realize I'm 2 months late (or 15 days, if it actually matters wtf), but its better late than never.

Yeap, so I'm going to set my resolutions for 2011. Lets see how much I achieve by December (that's if i remember this post by then)

RESOLUTIONS FOR 2011

1. Be more humble to other people, control temper.
- yes, I do realize I have a bad temper, especially when things I want are not met. >:/ It doesn't make it better that my temper flares up easier when I'm hungry too. So i guess i should change the resolution to : Eat regularly. wtf.

2. Start working for the future.
- as in to chase after dreams, dreams only people dream of yet they can't/don't achieve. I want to prove that dreams are still achievable after all. (So fairytale kan, but I don't care. *in denial*)

3. Study hard to be able to get ~~a partial scholarship for~~ into universities.
- Bet you on my future son that this will fail badly FHL lol. But yes, study harder. Folks ain't gonna help me further my education. I wish myself all the best *pats on back*. :'( (ah well, if i can't get into any uni I'll just...try my best to live. wtf I've already broke resolution no2)

4. Learn how to say no.
- Must learn how to reject other people (kindly) if I can't help them in anyway. Well, I wouldn't help you even if I can because i don't like you *bitch mode on*. :D The only problem is, sometimes people are just so dense that they don't get it that I'm rejecting them FML.

5. Better time management.
- 'nuff said :D

6. Have more confidence in myself.
- Yes, I do realized I'm just as talented/talentless as the Baboon in I R Weasel (wtf), but I really need to speak up and be more courageous. I can't go on living staring at my shoes while walking, this isn't right. (this resolution also sure fail one. Type just for show only wtff)

7. Be true to myself.
- 'cause I was born this way, baby. (yes, I am high on Gaga's Born this Way)

Ah, conclusion: 2011 will continue be a bad year for me. Bet with you on my future son's wife (F-hisfamily's-L seriously :D) that half of those above won't be achieved. heh.

Review of 2010

2011-01-01T00:33:00.002+08:00

What have I achieved so far this year?

Nil.
None.
Nothing.

I'm useless like that. (either that or i'm just lazy)

Happy New Year everyone.

love, Fei.

p/s=oh got, i learned how to sit for SPM.

Too late.

2010-12-25T01:51:00.002+08:00

1:49 a.m (haha mind the pun wtf)

Thinking. (I always think, ya bite me wtf)

"what if..."
"what if..."

what if this happens, what would I be like now?
what if that occurred, would I still do what I do now?

Sometimes I wonder, wouldn't it be better to have your future all laid out for you. All you have to do is listen to what your parents tell you. Yes, I know its like the dog in a home wants a life outside and the wild dog wants a home. Same concept. wtf

I regret for not appreciating what I was given last time.* Now I have to get it on my own. Urgh, i don't even know where to start from.

Hope its never too late to start working hard. Pray that I meet some people along the way to help me out. :)

*I cannot be blame, heck i was a kid. All i want is er, to be happy!

p/s= cryptic post. wtf slowly decipher laaa

Oh, Meri Kurisumasu. :)
loves, Fei

Split roads.

2010-12-04T16:55:00.001+08:00

Well, it's time for us to go seperate ways. I'll definitely miss you. (let's hope I don't forget you that's the most important one!)

If there's another chance, I'll be more than happy to walk down that road with you again. May our paths meet again.

Bon voyage, my friend.

I love you

Gyabo!

2010-11-27T23:59:00.002+08:00

This one must say before i forget like 2 minutes later.

Miki Kiyora (Mizukawa Asami) from Nodame Cantabile will be my perfect concert mistress from now on. I love her to bits.

Okay ya done wtf

p/s= yes i know i hentai max but you have to watch the drama to get me.

Things I Should Remember Before School Ends #14

2010-11-25T01:00:00.000+08:00

2009/2010, I was in choir. I was in tenor, then went through voice identity crisis (fml) then somehow switched to bass.

I was the vice president, guys sectional leader, choreographer, pianist and a conductor.

HAH. BEAT THAT.

p/s: dear Sakurai Jakurin-chan (?!), I know you very pro, but this is my blog, hence I get the glory fyl

p/p/s: ...fine, I had an awesome president and she's a very nice person to work with! (I don't type this, I won't have quiet peace for ~~years~~ days. FML)

2010 secondhalf review

2010-11-24T22:50:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow's my final history paper and yet here I am blogging. I can't finish studying anyways, screw it.

This second half of 2010 was pretty rough for me, many problems and trials, many dreams and let down. If it was a graph it would be like a y=sin x graph fml (whoa trying to act mathematical major fail lol).

I had to cope with choir, mom's nagging, future after SPM, monetary problems (this problem will be here forever, even like after 50years WTF), if you're wondering, no I did not worry about my studies (hence, this post la).

Choir had to choreograph some movements for the one song, train them then worry for them. I never choreographed anything in my entire life (oh other than that drama competition). So it was pretty scary that I won't deliver. But, obviously my movements were awesome (thanks to tracy's uh editing lol), and we emerged as state champions! Not to forget my kickass ultra supreme awesome piano accompaniment. You're totally welcome Jacq Teng *nods head* yeah my entire point is that I rock, and I'm still awesome.

Yeah then later on many more complications turned up and many more pihak join in, you know, many cook spoils the soup. Yeah then I was in a furious and frustrated state. Not to mention that I realised I can't do things in life, and that I have no directions to go. Then came NS, and SASA, and Vietnam (this three can form a trilogy of KYF's MANY PROBLEMS BEFORE AGE 17 fml), relationships with people problems after problems, people who like to butt in my life, control me and caused more misery to my already screwed up life.

Since then, I vowed not to let anyone take over my life, not a single fucking chance.

Yeah after that incident, it went back to normal for a while because spm was near FML, and thanks to a few important people in life <3, and Tchaikovsky LOL (fact: Tchaiko's gay. And Mozart's not pink, Tchaiko is lol #insidejoke).

But then today...reality hit me right smack in the face again, just right before my history paper, which I barely started studying.

Ya so now I don't know what to do.

Things I Should Remember Before School Ends #13

2010-11-10T19:22:00.000+08:00

One day, my external harddisk crashed. All 20GB of my music were gone. All gone.

That's 3223 songs, 324 different artists and 633 albums.

Heh >;)

Things I Should Remember Before School Ends #12

2010-11-06T17:08:00.003+08:00

I once helped out in the Inter Class Drama Competition.

Obviously, it was total chaos. I chose the music, edit them, helped out in choreography and made them practice.

Turned out to be too long and one heck of a crappy story. The entire experience was...interesting. That was the one and only time I lose my temper in front of my classmates. Other than that I was always a good kind awesome kid.

Things I Should Remember Before School Ends #11

2010-11-06T17:05:00.001+08:00

Jacqueline Teng is mean. fullstop.

Things I Should Remember Before School Ends #10

2010-11-05T00:24:00.000+08:00

Form one, I wore new uniform.

Four years later, I'm still wearing the same set of uniform.

I did not grow a single inch. FML T___T

Things I Should Remember Before School Ends #9

2010-11-05T00:20:00.001+08:00

Form two, Nicole taught me the difference between Guess and Gucci and other fashion brands. Joyce baked cookies. I brought M&M's.

It was a party during Geography class. :D

Don't judge me! I scored and "A" for Geography in PMR. Infact, I had all straight 8A's. Beat that.

Things I Should Remember Before School Ends #8

2010-11-05T00:13:00.000+08:00

Foo and I like to act cute, by calling people names.

Foo liked this Timpani player during VGL, would constantly stare at her play the timpani. She was very elegant. So I named her Timpani Che Che. The name stucked with us, until foo stalked and found out her name on facebook. (I'm not the only one that stalks can?!)

Likewise, today in starbucks, I ultra liked the barista, eventhough I knew her name, I still called her Starbucks Che Che. I bought a lot of things (fml broke shit) while she was on duty just to speak to her WTF. But I paiseh hmm ah hmm ah so in the end also not much FML no guts. But from those conversation I found out she was a senior from my school!

Trying to see whether I could go there more frequent. Heh.

Yes yes, I hentai mad stalker.

Things I Should Remember Before School Ends #7

2010-11-05T00:12:00.000+08:00

I sang in Video Games Live April 17th 2010.

:D

Things I Should Remember Before School Ends #6

2010-11-05T00:02:00.000+08:00

Form five, I joined the school editorial board.

I was in the graphics department, ya I know, very gay.

Other than the head (very artistically challeged dude FHL), I was the only male.

I was in charge of adverts, basically all I had to do was scan the adverts and compile them nice nice WTF.

Things I Should Remember Before School Ends #5

2010-11-04T23:55:00.000+08:00

I have a list, which I call my biased girls list. On it it has three girls whom I bias or in other words likeeee a lot. Lol.

An ex-cheerleader, a petite classmate and a songstress. Heh.

Abhi things it's a crush, I say infatuation laaaa, just a phase lol. We played the "Marry, Bang, Kill" game. (a game where you have to pick who you wanna marry, sleep with, and kill)

I wanna marry all three of them.

WTF, yes I am creepy WTF.

Things I Should Remember Before School Ends #4

2010-11-04T23:46:00.000+08:00

I know two girls in choir (yes I'm in choir, very miang I know WTF) whose voices were like as sweeet as honey. I mad mad mad love both of them. I had the priviledge to stand in between them for a choir competition. Imagine the beautiful voices from them, left and right. Makes you melt WTF. I swear voices like theirs makes me wanna write and produce good songs for them just so I could melt at their voices.

Law Yi Huey & Ho Chia Min you GMH.

Ya I know I stalker mad hentai shit. But like I care. Lol.

Things I Should Remember Before School Ends #3

2010-11-04T23:13:00.000+08:00

I once had a friend named Patrick Chan Shao Zhi. I still do.

We met when we were in Form 1. I remember he sat next to Boey. The first words from me to him was : "Can turn on fan ah?" (hey I was from a chinese primary school). Through Boey, I got to know Chan.

We clicked like peanut butter and jelly.

We spent recess running around like kids lol yeah didn't talk much. He was stupid back then and still is. He was from a pretty well off family, I don't approve of some of his attitude, but oh well no one's perfect.

One of those days I found out that his birthday is only one day before mine! I was the 22nd and he's on the 21st! How weird yet cool at the same time.

He was really into running/sprinting when last time. It was because of him I tried running (note: TRIED, major fail obviously). Chan used to win banyak banyak events during sports day. Later on he stopped running, he injured his knee and couldn't do fast running anymore. Though I don't talk to him about it, but I bet it crushed his dreams, badly.

Well that we weren't close during form two, form three langsung no contact like vacuum like that. He mixed a bunch of friends which I didn't like. I still nag at him for mixing with them till this day :D

Well, as I said fate works in a really weird way, we were in the same class in form four. So naturally we clicked like peanut butter and jelly again. Thanks to a certain catalyst by the name of Abhilaash Subramaniam, three of us become weird yet great friends. Heh.

Getting to know Chan again was great, he changed a little (who doesn't?), not really cocky anymore but still a asshole lol. He was really passive, still is but better. He wouldn't take the initiative to talk to you unless you talked to him first. (sounds a tad bit like me WTF). Yeah so we would lost contact every term break because no one would text each other first FOL. But it's slghtly better now though. :D (heh for the sake of you guys, I won't post anything cheesy here lol)

Yes, I love him like crazy. Bromance ftw man.

Gonna miss him shit once high school ends. Oh well it's up to fate. We've been apart once fate brought us back. So what's next?

Things I Should Remember Before School Ends #2

2010-11-04T22:10:00.000+08:00

When I was in form two, I was literally forced by two prefects that goes by the name of Elena Wong Wei Wen and Ng Sue Jean to join the interclass English debate competition, so that they could kick out a particular girl from the team, talk about gang bully man.

(Well in my defense, she didn't turn up for the discussions anway.)

Our debates weren't considered the correct way (at least it wasn't for me laaaa), we used cue cards and I would just read from it professionally, with class and uh try to look fierce and scare the opponents (major fail obviously). I never prepared any of my speeches, not once heh it was always them yes i sucked balls. I sucked in rebuttals, I had no idea how to argue at that time, but I was darn good by being sarcastic to this classmate I didn't like :D but that's another story for another time. So those two ~~ferocious~~ kind hearted girls prepared all the possible rebuttals for me on a cue card. While it was my turn to speak (I was the second speaker), SJ (3rd speaker) would be busy choosing the suitable cue cards for me to uh read out. Heh.

I remember the first debate was against Jati, something about television being good or bad (it always has to be good or bad isn't it? It's called a debate for a reason). I couldn't hear what the opponents were talking so I crapped my way through, naturally. I remember being out of points, so just to buy time, I quoted Elena's brother, Eugene. Trying to keep a straight face (Elena was hitting the table with her head trying to not laugh so loud heh), it went something like this:

"As Eugene Wong once quoted:" The negative effects of an invention should not be blamed on the inventor but the user itself". [close quote]"

:D

It was pretty obvious who won the first round, (us, duh.) I was told I was the best speaker (teng chiu teng chiu). That, definitely boost up my confidence as it was my very very tres tres first time debating.

I couldn't remember who we were against for the semis but we went to finals it was against - Angsana. We would constantly meet up at Ele's house to prepare for out debate and uh goof off. I remembered SueJean's elder sister and her then boyfriend came and help us out type our speech then cut and paste our speeches on cue cards while we played mini indoor basketball :D. To me they were the coolest seniors, and I ultra super liked them max.

So it was the finals, held in the school hall on stage infront of the entire form twos. I remember constantly going down stage passing the judges "proof" and statistics just to proove our point lol (gosh, how stupid were we?!). When it was my turn to speak, I stood up with confidence, greeted the judges and members of the floor ( I still don't get it why is it called members on of the floor -.- according to ele it's of, not on lol but they are literaly on the floor what. WTF). So I put my cue cards down on the table to do my rebuttals, when I finished my rebuttals, I couldn't find my cue cards so I couldn't continue! There was a awkward pause before I blurted out:"SHIT" through the microphone. WTF FML there was noise from the crowd and I was panicking. So it seems that Sue Jean was tidying my table while I was doing my rebuttals, so she thought I finished reading those pile of cue cards and naturally turned it over. Who the heck tidy your table during a debate?!?! Yeah conclusion we lost that round. Angsana was good obviously FOL. That like uh hurt my ego WTF so yeah then it became a phobia for me to join debate, so that's how I ended up being like this now. I think I left all my confidence that day on that stage in year 2007. I never seem to got it back, oh well.

Many years later I found out that one of the particular speaker of the opposing team was the very ~~awesome~~ bitchy (don't worry she agrees!) Jacqueline Teng, which was a long lost primary school classmate that became my boss and fellow friend in choir later on. Funny how fate works in a very weird way. Save that for another day.

I find it cute how friendly Ele and SueJean were, we bond like peanut and butter. Heh. After the debate, we naturally became good friends, er more like how I take advantage of them and they would tolong me out on projects, sending theirs during the midnight on the eve of the deadline (yes I procastinate alottt) heh. I thank them banyak-banyak for coming into my life. ;) loves.

Things I Should Remember Before School Ends #1

2010-11-04T15:10:00.005+08:00

While auditing the new choir members for 2011, I wrote the word "cute" under a comment column for a particular petite ex-cheerleader who was on stage singing.

Yes, i'm biased like that. :D

And so...

2010-11-02T19:19:00.000+08:00

Five years passed by, just like that.

Nothing fancy
nothing classic,
nothing awesome (that one forgiven afterall I'm awesome myself >;))
didn't experiment smoking or drugs,
didn't fight with anyone
Didn't do anything OTT

just a simple low profile five years of high school life.

What's next?

(side note: I'll be going to a college where half of the population of my high school goes to, I am SOOO excited.-.-)

p/s= I sincerely thank those who were with me through thick and thin. I love you(s), alot.

Now it's up to fate.

一路陪着我的你们，谢谢
辛苦了

我一定会认真地活下去
谢谢，我爱你们

Oh crap, I'll hide in one corner and cry. WTF

Update

2010-08-21T15:36:00.002+08:00

Long time no see folks!

Have been busy for the past few months, busy with Choir and competitions yada yada (which we managed to win heh I feel proud)

Been planning for next year now. Still planning to continue singing as a choir! Its fun to make music with people you love wah, and the sound that comes out (after load shits of practices) is just pure mad love.

Planning on going to Vietnam for a competition, currently broke as a group. any sponsors? We found Pavilion KL which we are going to sing for after our exams, but thats still not enough. WAH STRESS. need to find more money. Can save cost like that.

Nothing much going on in my life, but right now i just wish SPM would end. FAST.

Next year my life is going to take a 180 turn. (: In terms of what i'll be focusing on. Excited!
But that means losing friends too, close friends. People that I've been since...forever. :/
People whom I loved so dearly.
All gone. WTF.

Not going to get emo and all, but yeah, everyone have their own paths to take. The only thing you can do, is hope that your paths cross again, someday.

ta,
walrus
p/s= I love, love you people.

NS

2010-07-14T23:07:00.002+08:00

I got NS, 3rd BATCH

WTF. FML

What the heck am i going to do from January until August?!?!
Sit and Rot?

*plays Metal Gear Solid theme*

ta,
walrus

Mr Hare Fiizgerald

2010-07-09T21:24:00.001+08:00

"Fitzgerald" from Mr Hare

MAD-FREAKING GORGEOUS

ta,
walrus

Hiatus

2010-06-22T21:04:00.003+08:00

22 June 2010
This blog becomes history,
and I shall no longer update it

...until my life gets more exciting. FML

ta,
walrus
p/s= I love you.

blank

2010-06-09T13:02:00.002+08:00

is what is on my mind right now. FML
Came back from 8th MCE, went for the symposium.
It was wonderful learning from a famous choral conductor.
But honestly i thought i could learn more, but due to some irresponsible kids (tsk tsk) he had to go slowly. Yeah, other than that, its quite worth it!

Trying to arrange a four part song right now. Stuck like nobody's business FML

other than that. My life is nothing but boring.

Yes, i'm a boring old uncle with no social life.
No money, and no where to go. FML

ta,
walrus
p/s= I have nothing to update on my blog. like seriously. Will probably plan to "close shop" one day.

Trying out

2010-05-15T00:12:00.000+08:00

LOL trying out a different blogging app for the touch. I think this one is better lol

Whatever I write here are crap so just don't read it. Promise to update blog, in the mean time, do go to Jacq and Ele's blog. Nah help you'll increase readership ~~but not like anyone reads my blog~~ lol sorry la FOL haha

p/s=photos coming up. Very lazy to upload laaaa.

Question is, how the heck do I upload photos through this app?!?

Zara S/S 2010

2010-05-11T07:20:00.000+08:00

MAD LOVE. It looks even better real life. FML the price is beautiful too DOUBLE FML

ta,
walrus
p/s= things like this sure motivate you to study even harder just so that you have more hope of becoming rich in the future LOL

Koayyeefei

2010-05-06T00:04:00.000+08:00

Suddenly feels extremely lonely in this world.

ta,
walrus

What the, lagging

2010-05-02T00:36:00.001+08:00

It irks me to hell when I don't meet my own standards.

Today, we gathered for out first (and probably ONLY) rehearsal for teacher's day performance. It started out fine, then I got more and more annoyed of myself.

Not blending.
Horrendous voice.
Can't get notes.
Timing out.

I'm not in frequency tonight.

ta,
walrus
p/s= no idea what the heck was I thinking. This really makes me think of what I really want/should do in life.

Lazy, my foot.

2010-04-30T21:05:00.000+08:00

Have been going through some weird times this week. After all those emo-emoness, I just can't seem to get my ass up and do my homework. I end up doing work 10 minutes before passing up aka copy from other people. FML

I used to be able to wake up midmorning, to do my homework or just some YouTube. But I can't even seem to wake up nowadays! I'll wake up, off the alarm stare at the ceiling and the next thing I know it's time to go to school like wth right. I planned to finish my moral project on Monday. Guess where did I do until? Haven't started a single thing. -.-

I don't know whether is it because I'm getting older, less energy. Or those emo crappy days really beat the crap out of me. FML Chan reckons it's VGL, it sucked my energy dry.

This update doesn't even feel like an update. It's boring crap lol that's because I'm blogging from the Itouch, which I've yet to give it a name yet. Any suggestions?

ta,
walrus
p/s= I recently (more like an hour ago wth) rewatched Nodame Cantabile, an it is MAD LOVE no joke. Makes me wanna do music, these dramas are the type that me-semangat-kan (which explains why I get an A- for BM lol) you to dare to dream big, and don't worry because everything is planned out. <3

ILY

2010-04-25T20:59:00.001+08:00

I LOVE YOU, 无望

wah act emo.

ta,
walrus

a promise is a promise

2010-04-22T18:11:00.005+08:00

I've promised you guys that i'll post some pictures up. Well my social life is as dead as a xylum transporting water to the leaves of a plant. FML LOL

These were what happen during the month of April.

M.A.C 10.4.10
Choir performed. Ohmygosh.
Jacq, TJ and I performed ohmygosh enough said.

I told Jacq that I will NEVER, NEVER ever play a musical instrument infront of the entire school just to embarrass myself oh no.

I was the pianist for choir, I feel so proud. But my folder dropped from the stand while I was playing half way (because I flipped the page to hard FML). Luckily I caught it in time, while one had was playing the walking bass notes. Then when I finally got my folder back on to the stand, the pages kept on flipping by itself. DOUBLE FML. So i had to use my head to hold the pages. -.-"

I had to post this ugly picture because Photobucket won't resize the picture I like WTH FML kill you. So you'll just have to see me balancing on two heads. -.-"

Jacq perfectly looks like a cat here FHL LOL haha

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Abhilaash's Belated Birthday @Chili's

Picked Chan up, conned by the taxi dude wth .-.- Went to OU, got Abhi a pink blonde (just because i likeee) barbie doll pencil case with a stationary set that comes with it. Its pay back time for all those time he bullies me (e.g hand sanitizer on hair, pinching on the back, tuning fork in ear, and money gone.. just to state a few).

HAH.
We tricked him into thinking that we only got him a pink pencil case. In fact we actually got him a checkered shirt/t-shirt and a toy dog that humps when you insert it into a usb port LOL

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Video Games Live Malaysia 17.4.10

I was supposed to be very emo on that day (because my fav, band is performing in Singapore, and i can't go obviously FML)

But I had fun, tonnes of fun singing video games music like Metal Gear Solid (current FAV), Halo, World Warcraft and so on. I got the opportunity to sing for Video Games Live, the only stop in Asia for year 2010. And the best part is I get paid! :)

Though it was fun, we had our hectic times too. We got our some of our scores a day before the performance, and we had to practice like mad cows. Those were the few days where we start our day at 6 in the morning to attend school, and continue all the way until 11 at night.

I think I have fallen in love with some of the video games song. They are really really good. Now we can't stop talking about it in school. People think we're (Jacq, Foo, Jia Huey, Jenn and I) are like some otaku freaks. LOL I don't care.

Thank you Ms Tracy for the opportunities like these! Mad love

Mad LOVE, we were like a bunch of kids and christmas came early

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Caipifruta! 18.4.10

The very next day after VGL, the same gang went for Caipifruta!, its a Acapella group that consist of Ms Tracy, Ms Suk Yin, Aaron, and Joel.

One word, MAD LOVE.
Never heard such pure good voices before. love love love
(okay, i am exaggerating, but you get my point!)

Loved everything that day, the pianist was awesome too. Its like he is in his own world wah super cute and COOL everyone super cute and apparently everyone know each other. mygosh the music industry in Malaysia is that small. -.-" till you actually know everybody.

Curi from facebook! @Michelle Cheah
Love love love everyone of them!
(yes, I am exaggerating. again. -.-)

ta,
walrus

2010-04-18T19:41:00.000+08:00

PROMISE TO BE BACK WITH A PHOTO POST.

OFF TO CLEAR MY MIND.

ta,
walrus

VGL comes to MALAYSIA

2010-04-12T20:53:00.002+08:00

Video Games Live comes to Malaysia for the very first time! I'm no Otaku or anything, but I think its worth going for!

Video Games Live (VGL) is said to be

" An immersed event created by the game industry featuring the best game music performed by top orchestras and choirs combined with synchronized lighting, video, live action and audience interactivity"

www.videogameslive.com

Just by that statement above, it sure sounds like fun!
There will be songs and excerpts from Final Fantasy, Halo, World of Warcraft, Tetris and Guitar Hero
Its basically video games music. Malaysia is the only stop in Asia for 2010, so grab your tickets now!

Concert Details:

When: 17 April, 2.30pm & 8.30pm
Where: Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre Plenary Hall
Admission: Tickets from RM83 to RM 253. Students get a RM 71 concession.

Broke? No money? Fret not!

Follow VGL on Twitter ,they will be giving out tickets daily! All you have to do, is answer a simple question!

Either that or stay tune to Radio Stations such as Mix.fm (94.5 in klang valley), they to will be giving out tickets.

This is a preview on what;s going to happen on that day!

ta,
walrus
p/s= Most importantly, yours truly will be in the choir singing all those songs!

Koay Yee Fei

2010-04-05T21:04:00.002+08:00

1. likes a cuppa carrot milk over TV.
2. likes calling people "dear",who are in fact very dear to him.
3. likes to show his love by patting on people's head.

crap.

ta
walrus
p/s= may plan to get a new phone. I think its time. GOSH. The nightmare my hand phone gives.

EXPLICIT

2010-04-02T20:08:00.000+08:00

So a few days ago, I was reading Wai Meng's blog, and I came across this particular post.

Today, some random dude/lady added me on MSN, so i decided to play a fool ( it was a boring tuesday night okaY!)

Here's how the conversation goes.
Sorry 'bout the language, it was all a pretense!

Not safe for kids though.

loriannhenebry37@hotmail.com says:
I'm 21/F please tell me your a male???

koayyeefei says:
I'm a male 22

loriannhenebry37@hotmail.com says:
Cool, ya my name is Gina i work at a 24 Hour Fitness center and sometimes i like to come home and play with my cam...

koayyeefei says:
ah, kinky

loriannhenebry37@hotmail.com says:
So your computer comes with a camera? I hate it when people can't actually see me saying stuff or fixing my hair or fixing my bra

koayyeefei says:
sadly it doesn't. But WHOA

loriannhenebry37@hotmail.com says:
Well i don't do yahoo cam or any other cam because i have been recorded before... But i do know one site you can watch me on cam that assures me no one records...

koayyeefei says:
give it oh yeah give it

loriannhenebry37@hotmail.com says:
I mean... Do you want to see me on my cam?

koayyeefei says:
YEAH MAN

loriannhenebry37@hotmail.com says:
Ok baby but I am trying to make something of myself. Its gonna cost $0.00 today to Watch me get Naked for you. I'm being honest and i'll suck anything you see infront of me for u...

koayyeefei says:
OH Yeah Give it man,

loriannhenebry37@hotmail.com says:
I can even stick things anywhere you want to see them after your in...

koayyeefei says:
Oh oh, do it bitch

loriannhenebry37@hotmail.com says:
Just goto http://shortlinks.co.uk/wyn accept the invite on the page baby, remeber its gonna end up costing you nothing to watch me play with myself today... i hope i'm worth it

koayyeefei says:
Sure you do babe

loriannhenebry37@hotmail.com says:
We can still talk baby.. just might be in and out cuz i'm trying to plz other friends on my cam.

(obviously she's bored LOL )
koayyeefei says:
WHAT DOES THAT LINK DO BABE

loriannhenebry37@hotmail.com says:
Would you like to be friends?

(yawns~)
koayyeefei says:
yeah sure

loriannhenebry37@hotmail.com says:
Ok well its only FREE to be friends with benifets lol!!! Seriously hun i think i know how to turn you on.

koayyeefei says:
Tell me telllmeeee

loriannhenebry37@hotmail.com says:
I'll just talk to you naughty and spank my ass until its nice and red for you ::Blushing::

koayyeefei says:
Oh, I want to spank your ass!

loriannhenebry37@hotmail.com says:
hold on a second baby don't bust yet

loriannhenebry37@hotmail.com says:
hey babe i gotta run sorry these cam shows are comin in and i can't leave anyone hanging they want me to do things so i can't type to you right now..

koayyeefei says:
where are you going?

loriannhenebry37@hotmail.com says:
Actually i have to bend over sideways and keep the mouse on my ass for this one guy.. lol i dunno why he likes that

koayyeefei says:
ooohh~

loriannhenebry37@hotmail.com says:
Maybe we can chat later? Or just visit me!!! Its absoluetly FREE remember here is the link again http://shortlinks.co.uk/wyn ::MUAH::

koayyeefei says:
hey you're going? I want to see that red ass on the mouse too~

loriannhenebry37@hotmail.com says:
i hope to see you soon!

You have just sent a nudge.
You have just sent a nudge.
You have just sent a nudge.

Obviously I did not click on the link, it must have been some phishing websites. LOL
:(

Oh well, kids, now you know.
Don't believe what people say on the internet~!

ta,
walrus

Ray-Ban Wayfarer

2010-03-30T00:00:00.000+08:00

RB2140 Black/Yellow with gray lens.

~~WANT~~
NEED.

ta,
walrus

Happy Birthday

2010-03-27T20:04:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Cheh!

May your life be filled with happiness, and satisfaction.
And that you'll buy a big mansion. (then a small one for me)
And you'll be able to flaunt that Hermes's Birkin and a Big car to your other peers.

Basically, just live life to the max! Who care's whether you're poor or not. At least be happy kay! Don't care about what people think man. Seriously. Who says you have to do this this this by when when when, why can't you do that that that.

Follow your heart.

<3

ta,
walrus

Dad. Kid, whatever.

2010-03-26T16:08:00.004+08:00

I sometimes feel like a dad taking care of two 3 years old sons.

Take today for an example, I had my hand drawn on, watch was reset twice, wallet stolen, money gone for a while, cards inside emptied and hidden somewhere only they know, had my stationary thrown all over my table, and hand sanitizer on my hair (yes, hair). FML =.='

ta,
walrus
p/s= But sometimes I feel like a kid too, e.g. we would pinch each other and see who can tahan the longest without flinching the eyebrow. LOL

Now you know what I do in school.
>:)

Quote

2010-03-24T20:03:00.003+08:00

“你供我读书？”
“可以啊！”
“哦，那我们一起苦吧！”

Quote of the Day
Chan, on asking him to quit chemistry with me.

ta,
walrus

Mango Mirror

2010-03-23T19:57:00.000+08:00

Jacq's birthday surprise was today!

After school, ran to Bon Bon's Cafe to collect the cake i ordered. Mango Mirror (mad love btw). I love the Aunty from that shop. She is the loveliest shopkeeper I've ever met, super friendly.

anyways, got back to school. Pretend to start the choir doing warm ups. When she came, we sang her a birthday song! And the cake was presented.

Surprise Mango Mirror success!

ta,
walrus

Birkin 20

2010-03-22T18:27:00.003+08:00

I now FULLY understand why the heck a Hermes Birkin cost you your entire University fund. It takes bloody long just to finish one, not to mention the complicity of making it.

I recently attempt to DIY one made from scratch using cardboard, just for Becky's belated birthday (since she did a particular Kuih Busuk for me last year...)

Becky's goal is to get a Birkin by 25, either that or she'll marry a rich old fat man that'll buy her one by the age of 25 LOL ( i made that up)

It took me three days, and here is the final product of it.

I got to say, I'm pretty satisfied. Though I have been scratching my head for a very long time on how to do the handles. In the end i was so frustrated I only did one side.

And inside, we put a small gift for Becky, shared among the four. Bought her a eyelash curler. Still think its a waste for getting a scissor looking thing that curls your eyelashes for 60 bucks. -.-"

As long as she's happy!

Btw, I totally mimick the entire cutting and shape of the bag. The original bag comes in a size 30 cm and a 35 cm. I did Becky's "Birkin" in 20 cm ( I have obviously done ALOT of research on google before doing the bag, I even printed out pictures of it)

Even the sides are folded into three and not two, your typical paper bag. It took me hours, just to think.

Overall, I'm just pleased at myself for being determined to finish the "bag". I feel proud LOL

ta,
walrus
p/s= YOU BETTER GIVE GOOD COMMENTS. LOL

youtube sundays

2010-03-21T22:33:00.002+08:00

Bruce Springsteen - Fire

MAD LOVE. Love his voice

ta,
walrus

軍KWAN

2010-03-20T16:53:00.004+08:00

軍KWAN

Isetan, Lot 10
3rd Floor.

ta,
walrus

Patience

2010-03-18T12:13:00.001+08:00

I'm tired, mom, I really am.

Listening to music, gives me freedom. I heart you Dreamgirls OST.

ta,
walrus

Geek Chic #04, Mark Ronson

2010-03-12T16:16:00.003+08:00

Mark Ronson, you GMH [GiveMeHope]

ta,
walrus
p/s= I just found out that you have to pay to get images from gettyimages.com. So ulu, LOL.

Images: herald-dispatch.com

Beyonce Is MAD LOVE

2010-03-09T13:56:00.003+08:00

Beyonce, has zero fats. No joke. Watch the vid, look at her silhouette when she comes out. Her figure is totally and hour glass figure man, so unreal. Macam barbie doll. Look at the thigh to feet ratio! MAD LOVE. She, is truly a great entertainer.

BTW, the blonde backup dancer is the dumb blonde from GLEE! I cannot take her seriously now, after watching GLEE LOL

ta,
walrus
p/s= LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE

2010-03-04T13:40:00.006+08:00

"Once upon a time, there was this small boy whose head was as flat as the world.

He likes balancing things on his head (as there were as easy as y=mx+c ), all sorts of things.

One day, things got a little heavy till he can balance no more.

Then everything came crashing down on him."

Today, was that one day.

ta,
walrus

By the way...

2010-03-01T22:06:00.002+08:00

... If you didn't already know,

I HEART BEYONCE

Kthxbye. Heh.

ta,
walrus
p/s= ele, in my defense she's not [always] blonde. Cheers!

More on beyonce love after bloody exams, to the left, to the left...

CNY at CHRIS

2010-02-28T00:18:00.003+08:00

This shows how good we are at posing, this totally looks like some teenage drama series.
I have never done the "cool" look. Not once in my life. I scare myself looking at this picture. LOL

ta,
walrus
p/s= I can hear my sister anticipating with excitement going to ask me whether anyone of those gorgeous ladies above is my girlfriend. -.-" yes, they are beautiful and no, none of them is my girlfriend. =.="

再吃一顆蘋果

2010-02-23T15:30:00.010+08:00

經過了漫長的等候　
夢想是夢想　我還是一個我
那時間忘記挽留　
最美時候　不經意匆匆的放過
曾經想擁抱的彩虹　
盛開的花朵　和那純真的笑容
突然有風吹過　那一轉眼　只剩我　

我不懂　人世間的那些愁
他為什麼要纏著我　
到底這會是誰的錯　還是我不放手
喔　人世間的那些愁　
這世界給我的幽默　
這是不是要告訴我　潮起終究潮落　

總要有人來陪我　嚥下苦果
喔　再嚐一點美夢　
要等你先開口　那冬天才會走

有些人經過我身旁　
住在我腦中　在我心裡鑽洞
有些人變成相片　
堆在角落　灰塵像雪一般冰凍
時間如果可以倒流　
我想我還是　會卯起來蹉跎
反正就這樣吧　我知道我　努力過　

我想到　遙遠遙遠的以後
會不會有人知道我　
在這個寂寞的星球　曾這樣的活過
喔　遙遠遙遠的以後　
天長和地久的盡頭　
應該沒有人能搶走　我永遠的感動　

總要有一首我的歌　大聲唱過
喔　再看天地遼闊　
活著不多不少　幸福剛好夠用

活著其實很好　再吃一顆蘋果

Wah, act emo.

ta,
walrus
p/s= I'm still alive by the way. Just trying my best to live a wonderful life (screw exams!)

Grow up?

2010-02-12T19:50:00.003+08:00

This week has been the craziest week in my entire 10 years of school life. I have never, never lose my temper in school before. But I was like a crazy dog let loose this week.

I think my classmates maybe slightly scared of me now. oops.

Drama competition was today, they did an awesome job seeing that they only practice for 3 days. (my 2 week planning, was a failure, to my utter horror)

And to my utter horror, all my predictions on what will happen on stage happened. -.-"" I feel like Nostradamus all of the sudden when I was on stage. FML

There was a part during stage that it was empty. And you can feel the atmostphere going from happy happy joy joy to .... O.o

But I was happy with the dances. Doing a musical in 3 days is not an easy task. And they were great, great dancers. And I was so proud of my choreographing during the date scene between Abhi and Bron Win. It was so touching, they looked so elegant and nice. Bron Win was gorgeous. Too bad I didn't have a camera with me.

The bitchy girls were great too la. It's not easy to walk in a bitchy way, their dance was not bad, not bad. :)

But most of all, I was super proud of myself hehehehe.
I think my music choice was good. LOL
But it was everybody that helped convey the message.

Though, I've learn a heavy lesson. Never do a cliffhanger story during a drama competition, the judges don't understand >:/ how frustrating. And never do an indirect story. Everything has to be direct. I overestimate the audience. They didn't get a single thing... -.-" We were doing a indirect way of interracial love, by the way

I'm proud of the cast! LOVE

ta,
walrus

I am weird.

2010-02-08T21:53:00.002+08:00

1. I don't like any lights to be on when I'm asleep.
2. I love details, except when it comes to homework I automatically forget about it.
3. I love people who pay attention to details, e.g hairstylist that make sure my sideburns are equal length.
4. I am stubborn. and I'm proud of it.
5. Sometimes when I find things challenging, the more it tries to stop me from reaching my goals, the more I feel like doing it. I am stubborn.
6. When my mom's says no, I secretly say yes and then secretly do it.
7. I listen to J-music now. Not pop.
8. I noticed I have eye bags. I never have eye bags. yikes.
9. I don't like changes, I love to stay in the comfort zone. Once I find something I like, I'll stick to it till I find something better.
10. My hairstylist says I've grown fatter. I think its because of those late nights.
11. I sound like an uncle.
12. I am an uncle, trap in a 16 year old body.
13. I nag.
14. I think sometimes I do to much things till I'm taken for granted.
15. I'm always taken for granted. Say thank you, NOW.
16. My brother has been playing this song for 3 weeks on the baby grand and its driving me nuts. (Yiruma - River flows in you. -.-)
17. My current hair looks like dragon ball, what a nice way to start the rebellious era with a bad ass hair cut
18. Mika makes me happy, flamboyant-nya. LOL. Good music
19. Tada Arigatou is such a 罐头 song, but I have no idea why I like it. (JACQ -.-)
20. I jail-breaked my brother's Ipod touch on my own. A person who doesn't even know how to function a computer managed to jailbreak the Itouch, I feel so proud.
21. I eat more when I'm stressed out.
22. I don't tell when I'm upset or stressed out because of school. There's no one to talk to.
23. I form a habit of talking to myself to make things clear.
24. I have a big nose.
25. Elie Saab is my current favourite couture designer, BETCHA didn't know that (neither do you know who he is)
26. Lady Gaga, is actually a beautiful women underneath all those weird makeup. Love Bad Romance's video.
27. Those cool shoes in her video were designed by Alexander Mcqueen. Weird yet interesting at the same time.
28. I think I have a very high taste in art and music. (or so i think, what I actually have is just common sense LOL)
29. I'm trying to get a perfect A440 pitch without using the tuner, very useful in many ways.
30. I need sleep, and money.
31. I am definitely going to Mayday's concert on the 17th April. The only thing can stop me is those crazy kiasu Singaporean fans that snatch away all the tickets. :[ my mom can't really stop me. (look at reason 6, I am stubborn. Bite me.)
32. I've been DREAMING to watch them ever since form 1. They were my main source of music throughout those hard days.
33. Basically, I just want to see those 5 uncles on stage doing their thing.
34. I need to end this post fast because my mom needs to use the comp.
35. Or i should just not care, (look at reason number 6)

ta,
walrus

Updates

2010-02-05T20:20:00.000+08:00

I've pretty much abandon my blog. Apologise for that

Been pretty busy with school and drama, choir and friends. Will promise to blog more after CNY that's if my social life gets more interesting LOL. Having a heavy headache now seeing that I slept for a few hours only today and hat I've been in school for more than 8 hours FML

Form five so far is still a little weird. Have to get use to it but it's getting along, relationships gets more and more complicated and tense sometimes but it's alright. Still copable, I find that I'm getting more and more picky and I have more and more pet peeves,which is freaking me out in a way but I think that's the way I am. :) being picky makes me trust my own taste and choices. Which I think I have one heck of a good taste in stuffs and music lol, that's like the only thing I'm proud off. ;P

Currently digging Mika's two albums. I love love love his arrangements and songs, some are catchy, yet some are just plain emotional. Wonderful arrangement and choices of instruments. Vocals are awesome, piano arrangement, no need to say. Must try and see him live one day, one day. Only if he comes to malaysia. Then I'll be able to see him and his yellow louboutins, lol.

By the way, I got in to the Nostalgia school's magazine editor board. Yay for me! Chan gives me the =.= look and tells me it's predictable that I'll get in. I ignored him. School life's going to be busy busy busy!

Yesterday. Was the most touching moment of my life. I found out that jacq actually likes Mayday 五月天. FINALLY THERE'S SOMEONE in school that likes mayday. I damn happy lol

ta,
walrus
p/s= I'm having a big big headache, which means I need to sleep and yet here I am waiting for people's reply for rehearsals tomorrow =.=

iPod touch

2010-01-30T15:46:00.000+08:00

Blogging from my bro's ITouch && I'm loving it!

Though I gotto say, I ain't much of a big fan of touch screeens...

Ta,
walrus

Oh boy.

2010-01-24T20:08:00.003+08:00

I haven't been updating much,~~not like many of you care~~, promise to update more after CNY

Camera died on me, wtf. -.-"
I'm going to get on after CNY, hehe ang pau.

Went for a one night trip up to Genting, for some Astro award thing.
Had awesome fun. Made some friends and I sincerely like them.
Sat next to the water dispenser (free water, save money) at level 14th of First World Hotel after a hearty supper, because we (Foo, some two other teens from Johor and I) were too tired, after much standing and screaming. Chatted for awhile, then everybody starts dozing off, just in the middle of a hallway. LOL

Went for breakfast, then we departed.
Once in a lifetime experience, I LOVE.

Now now, I don't have any pictures, because
1. My camera died on me (not surprised here, its time too.)
2. My sister wants to take two camera to Taiwan.
3. She forgot to bring her camera's back from singapore, so she took my brother's.

So I got none. -.-"
Nevermind, I am going to get one myself. Patience is all I need, :P

ta,
walrus
p/s= a particular Chen Mun Yee commented that my blog was too word-y. Sorry la, my social life is just as boring as my blog. LOL

Halo Covers

2010-01-20T21:55:00.002+08:00

This video officially sealed the deal on why I LOVE GLEE so much.

Its YELLOW, come on, heart heart heart.
And that blonde pregnant cheerleader, Quinn Fabray just spells out G-O-R-G-E-O-U-S.
Okay, maybe i'm exaggerating a little (alot) but I heart her. Pretty, pretty.

This video below, I heart is voice. Super tenor. If only I had his type of voice, not the screechy type. A little gay for him to sing this song (the starting note is way too high for me. -.-)
But ohmygosh bloody beautiful falsetto. heart.

portfolio

2010-01-12T18:12:00.002+08:00

Yay, just went for Nostalgia School's editorial board interview. I'm trying to get into the graphics department, yes kinda late since i'm already in the fifth form, but its better than never. And I've never tried something like this before. Anyway, since i'm done with my interview I can post my "art" works on!

All of these were done on my own, using photoshop cs3. Some of the original photos were taken from google images.

First Up!

If you could still remember my "Messiah's Cello" header, I changed the font, and tweak a little with the brightness/contrast setting.
note: btw, Riot Squad, is the name of the font. Its not a choir name, neither is it a squad for riots. -.-"

Elena says its retro, because it is. Oh, you're welcome LOL.

credits dougroyal.com

I found this picture through google images, and I posterised, cutout and played with the fonts.

This, I did from scratch following the tutorial LOL. Choices of fonts are mine okay, don't look down on me! haha

This was when I ran out of ideas (actually not ran out, just that I dont' know how to put my ideas onto the canvas in photoshop. -.-) So I whipped up a picture of us taken when we were karaoke-ing, and tweak the settings here and there, and this is what I got. By the way, If it looks familiar, thats because it was inspired. teehee!

Louis Vuitton Stephen Sprouse Graffiti

This was my dayum-i-look-good-here pic(compare below). This was also done, just to increase my works in the portfolio. Played with the vignette settings, then played around with gaussian blur and layering to get the soft and dreamy effect, then did neon glow with a hue of pink and a touch of yellow to get the olden days, blur blur effect. Could be better, but i lazy LOL

This was done before going to school at 5.30 in the morning. Typing took sometime, other than that, It was just the placing, adding some lens flares, and played with the lighting.

credits:bergiota.org

NOW THIS, I LOVE. I LOVE HOW VINTAGE IT LOOKS (though it, isn't really vintage.) I did this so that the editorial board could compare the original the the after work. Click to get a better view. Played with poster edges and cut outs, with the gaussian blur soft dreamy effect, with the vignette thing, and then i colorize it, and then add a hue of pink to give it the vintage effect. AWESOME, I like la. Don't care you like it anot. And this was done before going to school too. So i was pretty in a rush. And you can see that I didn't add the word "after" to it, because I didn't want to ruin the picture. :)

Hope you guys like it.
Comments!

ta,
walrus

哎，帅就是帅嘛!

2010-01-09T18:08:00.003+08:00

(look at that hemsem face!)

DAYUM, I look good here. ^^ I don't want people to see me close up now, since I look better from far.
Stay Away people!

ta,
walrus

I need a favor from you guys.

2010-01-07T16:37:00.004+08:00

Step 1: Pronounce "A-", most of you would pronounce "A" as "ahh" right, unless its a word itself then its different. Good.

Step 2: Next, pronounce "Va" for me. As I would assume, you guys would pronounce it as "vahh", no? Yeah, I thought so.

Step 3: Now, for the final step, pronounce "tar", as in tartar sauce "tar". So it'll be "ta[h]r", with a silent "h". Yes? Good.

Now combine together, so you pronounce "Avatar" as

" Ahh-Wahh-Ta[h]r"

Correct? Oh, no. According to my-lady-boss-who-I-report-to aka Jacqueline, this sounds too Cina Apek (too Chinese arh, yew noe ahnot.) So according to her, it should be pronounce as

" Ay-Ver-Tar "

Not to forget to roll all the "r"s, to make it sound more Americanise as how she says. She always corrects me. I want to me more chinese cannot ah?

speaks in (a very strange taiwanese accent):" Wa si hok kien lang lu zai boh, ah wa ai kong AH-WA-TAH, 有错吗？啊没有嘛！那么经经计较干嘛？"

haha, photobucket was being a bitch just now. Anyway, I somehow "owe" Jacq some pics. We (as in Foo, Ele, Jacq and I) went for Avatar on New Year's Eve's eve (in simple, 29.12.09).

But right, according to credit cards right, if you're paying back your debt you got 3-point-something INTEREST RATE right, so does that mean I have to add an extra 3-point-something of the picture? Huh, jacq, huh?

A picture speaks a thousand words.

This is Jacq, pretending to play the piano. She actually can't play at all. All she does is some magik [pronounce as "Mah-JEEEEK", yes with lots of e's] and acting. She pretends to play, and at the same time she somehow pressed the play button on a hidden cassete player. So you think she can play, but she can't. And if you're wondering how does she know how to sync her fingers with the song playing out from the cassete player, its because she actually learn the song enough to know how to sync together with the song.

Yes, all those you read above were crap. And you probably wasted a minute of your life. You're welcome. *grins cheekily*

"This was on some stage in OU, no one was there so I said :" Do a model pose! [idea came from Miss Tracy, btw]

This is how I interpret the picture.
Elena (left) is modeling for Colgate. (I didn't put Darlie, because you know WHO it belongs to *cough yourstruly cough*)

Jacq (right) is a shampoo model (luscious black hair,~~my foot~~)

I'm supposed to be a watch model, but I somehow forgot that my watch is on my left hand [oh, so thats where it is!], so I became an official accessories model.

Foo Wai is modeling his bag and urm, underwear coutoure style, except that the only part that can be seen of his underwear is the top band, so I guess that his underwear campaign is safe for public aka not 18sx.

We had nothing better to do. LOL
fcuk you!

Ele's such a kid tsk. She must have always wanted to sit on those rides since young. Its alright Ele, I know how you feel...

Igudesman & Joo outing, KLCC

...except that I want to be a taxi driver, but I guess you want to drive for Hogwarts Express!

ta,
walrus
p/s= Nah, I payed the debt.

p/p/s= We were so bored, we even had a video of us marching. In choir, teamwork is important, we "know" each other so well till we didn't even have to practice but our marching can still be in sync!

Sorry for my nasal voice, I always had one. Blame it on the genes. Thats the reason why I suck at singing. Urgh.

2nd

2010-01-02T23:36:00.004+08:00

day of year 2010, was spent watching the rest of a Taiwanese drama which sums up to about 7 episodes, that is from 2.30 in the afternoon till 11.37 pm. This drama, so so. But me likey. I'm the type of person that likes to observe people. How they act, what clothes they wear, which face feature I like the most and stuff. Though this drama can be a tad bit cliche (VERY, infact. Not to forget predictable -.-) but I like it. I like the female lead, throughout the entire 21 episodes I keep wondering how does her hair puff up like that. And throughout the entire drama, I found out that they pay quite some attention to the colour yellow for the male lead (yellow, representing young?) See what I mean? I like paying attention on details. Not to say that I like going into such tedious details for my homework. LOL

Ah, on Monday it'll be a brand new school year. Its time to work hard.
You can do it, Koay Yee Fei!

From monday onwards, it means less time onwards on the computer, but no guarantee less time online!. Muahaha.

okay, just joking.
Happy New Year

ta,
walrus

# 428

2010-01-01T13:22:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year! Thanks to all those who have made 2009 a wonderful year for me. And for those who made this year a horrible year for me, ~~go to hell, you deserve eternal damnation~~ I sincerly thank you too for letting me grow into such a fine, wonderful young man *cough* NOW, let's hope 2010 will be just a nightmare. Cheers, loves

Christmas, was well spent.

2009-12-26T03:12:00.005+08:00

Wellll, sort of-ish.

Woke up just to go to church, play some Christmas carols and went back home.
Slept over lunch, too lazy to eat then I woke up by afternoon, grab some left over Carl's Jr. fries & brother's error batch of chocolate chip cookies and ate over Pushing Daisies season 1. Bliss.

It was pretty nice to be alone (mom, sis and bro went out, duh.). Nice because I'll be able to hear my own thoughts or just keep my mind blank and stare at the ceiling, while playing something from Mozart. But today, instead of the ceiling it was the computer screen, and instead of Mozart, it was Handel.

While eating lunch, family came back. We watched a movie called Bandslam. One of the main actors was Aly (from the girl "rock"[?] band duo, Aly & AJ). yeah, I can probably hear ewes from people. Huh, not going to comment on how good/horrendous she is. [she.was.bloody.irritating.] Though I could still remember how much I liked one of Aly & AJ's song - Potential Breakup Song, when I was in form 2. It was a hit. They played it on radio so much till you actually know the words to the song. -.- That was when I first started listening to songs from the west. Now, that song is just, urgh.

Then I slept again, until dinner.

Then I had bonding time with myself (&the computer) while family went out to get dessert. Family came back and we called our sister who is currently in Taiwan. Then it was packing time (i'm going to Melaka today!) and bed time.

Well, Newton 3rd's law states that:

" To every action there is an equal and opposite reaction."
(waaaaah, super geek.)

Well, basically that was what happened to me during bed time. I couldn't sleep. FML
Well, I slept (sort of) but my mind kept thinking about how/what are we going to do when we reach Melaka etc etc. And for the past few days it been like that. There was one night, where my mind somehow kept thinking about choir until I got so pissed of, I started writing down notes from my thoughts in the middle of the night. -.-"

It maybe good to have some rest during the day, but it's not good to over-do it.

Now at 3.39 AM 26th December 2009, quality time with me has just begun.
(or maybe I can just go back to bed.)

ta,
walrus

2009-12-23T01:54:00.003+08:00

ohmygosh wtf, I'll be the cheesiest.corniest.spokesperson. ever.for.Darlie

FREAKING HILARIOUS.
Just doing it for fun la obviously

ta,
walrus
p/s= LOL

I did this because I was playing around with my hair spray, i gotta tell you foo, I'm better at doing uncle hairstyles now!
By the way, if you're cracking your head on what to give me for christmas (or just dont, because I didn't buy anything for anyone. No money. T.T). Fret not! You could either:

a) Sponsor me a box of Darlie toothpaste
b) Get me a good and strong hairspray/hair clay!

LOL
Okay, I was emoing the post below. Read read. This photo made my ~~day~~ night. :)

Approximately...

2009-12-23T00:25:00.002+08:00

12 days left, till school re-opens.

Then, it'll be all study study study study, homework homework homework, why-always-on-the-computer-you-go-study-now-spm-coming-you-know, Go-out-so-much-for-what-no-need-study-ah-can-score-21As-already-la situations.

Then it'll be SPM
Then it'll be time to practice violin (if I don't get NS *sound of shaver shaving heads)
oh, not to forget prom!

Then... I have to choose where to go, what to do.
Lets say, if I play safe I continue to Form 6 (ah, bo lui kee college, and that being I have enough credits to go to Form 6 and not having to repeat another year la)
I'll only manage to extend that for another 2 years.
In the end I still have to think where to go/what to do.

Ah, options and decisions (not to forget what your parents WANT you or DON'T want you to do)

I'm screwed.
I think I need help here.

ta,
walrus
p/s= In the mean time, lets hope I learn how to enjoy whatever things I do.

p/p/s= On a totally random note, I found a small tiny mole on my thigh. I thought it was dirt, so I started scratching, so now I have a mole with red patches around it. -.-"

I have many moles on me (not being proud of THAT), wonder what the heck were my zygote cells doing when I went through mitotic cell division to form me. =.="

Oh, screw you!

2009-12-21T23:24:00.002+08:00

Tan Foo Wai oh Tan Foo Wai.
Why, oh why oh why? why? (it rhymes!)

Why did you tell me that 林志玲 was coming to Malaysia , you do know how crazy I am over her (like practically GAGA)

Actually thank you for telling me, I would have went there straight away, just that...
I HAD REHEARSALS, at MPO (nice place to sing in!) with MPYO brass. I want to cry, like now.

I sense some cheekiness in that text message, hmph, what do you mean by

"Eh 林志玲 going to Pavilion today, but you have rehearsals RIGHT?"

明明就在玩弄我! =.="
Oh well, throughout the entire rehearsals I was thinking whether is there enough time to rush there. Its like:" We wish you a merry christmas~ we wish you a merry 林志玲 christmas, and a happy 林志玲 new year"

Damn pathetic I'll admit, I gave up in the end.
Jacq keeps consolling me (slaaap you, haha)
And Jenn keeps telling me, there's enough time! GO GO GO.
In the end also never go, because I was thinking sure cannot take good pictures one, my camera so sucky, super blur.
Then I go into "depression" again. sighs.

I ended spending my time eating dinner with the girls and we went Kinokuniya browsing through magazines (which were like what 90 bucks for one? freaking ex.) And we sang Silent Night at Kelana Jaya LRT station, which I think freak many people out, but it was good, because I know how to hold my part well (chey, self praise again)

I rather spend my time with friends than a minute with 林志玲.
(so, so not true. But still, make my friends happy. Make them think that they're more important than 林志玲)

(okay, that previous statement is false too. heehee!)

ta,
walrus
p/s= Anybody wants to donate their cameras?

FMNL

2009-12-20T01:54:00.003+08:00

which means f- my night life.

I reach home from KLPAC by 1 every night, my body's aching tired, but my mind is freakingly active. I want to sleep, but I can't sleep at all.

For the past few nights, I've been singing to the CD player till I fall asleep (mostly Mariah Carey's song, huhu :P, okay la, I tried Beethoven's Symphony No.7 also, that one made me fall asleep even faster. LOL)

So here I am, typing as softly as I can, because everyone's sleeping. (and I'm not, but I want to.-.-)

Ah, just an update on my utterly boring Holidays then, what I've done so far.

The performance at KLPAC (Handel's Messiah), so far so good.
And I am truly grateful for those who couldn't make it to see the performance. (oh yes, I am being sarcastic.)

*cough JACQ cough*

Ah, but that aside, I truly appreciate the opportunity to sing in that lovely choir. Learnt many wonderful stuff, seeing this being my first year I started to join choirs. ;) Not to say that I can sing very well. (okay, not even well. I suck, i'll admit it. But I blame it on the genes. *wink) It's a wonderful experience to be able to sing in a choir with a orchestra as an accompainiment. How often do you get to do that? Chances don't come by easily.

And I'll appreciate it more, seeing that tomorrow is the last day of performance. It'll not only be the last day for Handel's Messiah, it'll also be the very last performance for me in KLPAC... until the very end of next year, after SPM.

Mothers being mothers, she's worried about my SPM and yada yada, so she thinks it'll be better if I put music aside for a year. Though I don't want to, I'll have to agree with her. Yes, yes education comes first. I'll try my very best to get into a university(but first wonder what the heck am I going to pursue), graduate then I can screw my life up however I want. :) Patience, patience, ahh is virtue dear.

As much as I hate to admit it, I like KLPAC very much. The feel of it is just wonderful, being in an orchestra/choir. Everyone there, has a passion (apassionatooo~ in an italian accent) for music and no one looks down on you (not much in choir, more in orchestra i'll have to admit, but that's because I suck so no complaints there. LOL)

I love being in an orchestra, being in a choir. The feel is, ah my vocab not that good. No words can explain it.

Though I shy shy (paiseh la, chey..) don't dare to socialise an all (I'm the youngest among the tenors and basses, they were match making me with another soprano's niece who is half welsh and all, and I did was smile awkwardly. see what i mean? ahh, but I suka them, they're awesome) But heck, if I don't show it, doesn't mean I don't like it.

The feeling of accomplishment (ah! thats the word) makes me feel, er not so useless after all. At least I know that by living on this earth for 16 years, I made some people happy by singing/playing music (or made them irritated by playing a B when everyone is playing a B flat, ouch much.) Spread the love of music to people. I have lots of love to give (chey, self praise is what I do best. :P), but sadly no one wants my love. LOL

Wah, suddenly type until so emo. I shall brighten things up a little.

This is to Jacq and Foo, eh you know right, today I went for the performance, so i thought of doing something to my hair, so I syiok sendiri go and comb my sideburn to the back (that went well!) and I tried to "immitate" Chiaki's (from Nodame Cantabile) hairstyle, you know the back of his hair like super cool and spiky like that one, yeah so I tried my very best. Guess what?

EPIC FAIL. It ended up looking like Donald Duck's butt and tail, and i performed like that tonight. -.- I hate to Japs. I've been always wondering what type of hair products they use, since their hair is always so perfect. Definitely not gatsby. Gatsby's not working well for me. Gonna change when I have da money.

Love,
walrus
p/s= I will be singing (lets hope no one cringe in disgust) with a sikit members of YKLS chamber and MIA + MPYO brass section some christmas carol on the 22nd, at KLCC. Stay tune!

btw, I'm going all out for performing, since next year will be a dull year, nothing to look forward to, except SPM. Oh and lets hope I don't get into NS, I want to do my AT for violin, Beethoven 'Spring' here I come!

Oh, and there's prom, and other stuffs.Need to save money. Crap.

Geek

2009-12-14T12:18:00.003+08:00

Everybody's holidays looks like fun. except mine. >:\

I keep looking at the huge-ass amount of friend's photos of them going out, having a time of their life with friends and i'm just stuck at home cooped up. eeeee, so jealous.

Actually no. I've just been busy the whole holidays, I count them by weeks infact.

The week straight after school break, I was coaching kids, preparing them for their piano exams.
The following week, I was working in HELP college university for a week.
Then I went to camp, and gain a sunburnt neck and lots of mosquito bites.
Then straight on this week after camp, I'm busy with KLPAC for everynight. (Do come and watch the performance btw. banyak-banyak thank you!)
Then for next week, I'll be in Melaka, doing some caroling for church and stuffs.
Then the following week, I'll be in Singapore! (thats because i want to watch Nodame Cantabile! Jacq, Foo letsssss go! I'M SERIOUS OKAY. waaah, so fierce. LOL)

Then school starts. -.-"
Where got time to go out with friends?
On the brighter side, I get to learn more things and save more money!

But still. T.T
I think i;ve lost all my skills of interacting with people already, infact I've been cooping myself up at home till I actually LOVE being alone. -.-"

I was listening to some christmas songs,and i stumbled upon Mariah Carey's 1994 Merry Christmas album, I wouldn't say i like all the songs there, but I specially like one song.

I miss the slimmer Mariah Carey, her music was awesome during the 90's. Her melisma is pure bliss. <3 <3 <3
Anybody wants to get (not buy, get) me a camera >5mp?

ta,
walrus

M.I.A

2009-12-02T11:09:00.002+08:00

Yes, I'm sorry I know i've been missing in action for the past week.

I've been busy on Glee.
It is freaking awesome, Kurt's boy soprano is oh my freaking gosh GOOD.
Though all of them sing, they use auto tune la, which I don't really mind.
When they started singing Defying Gravity, hair stands.

Another factor one why I've not been blogging much is because my life is boring. fml. I've been working. And I trying to crack my head on why am i busier during the holidays than school days. When I'm schooling, I can just stone. Now I can't. No time. LOL

Had a hair cut!

No, not this la. This is a before shot LOL. After seeing this I feel like I look like my dog... -.-"

This is the left side, I made the stylist shave it off!

Then I left my right side, still the same as before but much neater. So its inbalance, but i like!

The stylist, blew my hair straight. It was freaking awesome (with straight hair.) Then when i reached home it became its old form again. -.-" ( I.HATE. my wavy hair.)

And if you wondering why i still have so much hair, I actually did ask the guy why didn't he cut more hair. He was like, DUDE, you have not that much hair already. If i cut some more you're gonna look like you're balding. I was like eeek. :X paiseh much.

Anyway I went out with Abhi and a different group, that I've never been out with. It was much fun! Went out with Elena Ong, Ken Vyn, Christopher, and Michelle. It was pretty cool, doing stupid stuffs.

ta,
walrus.
p;/s= I need Glee E11! You can watch the full video on fox.com, but then you have to be in America. -.-"

FML?

2009-11-28T16:07:00.004+08:00

hahahaha

www.fmylife.com

ta,
walrus

THIS

2009-11-28T10:00:00.002+08:00

... is what I've been up to. Cracking my head over the Notation program for the whole day, then finally thought of just keying in the notes literally by using the keyboard, so efficient! But still have to edit the note values and stuff.

Can die, I have 3 more songs to go for 3 voice parts. Because Lady Boss aka Jacq is currently slaving herself off at Bubblegump Shrimp. Thus, she pass on the stupid duty to me. -.-"

You owe me a big one, I don't care. Imagine sitting like that for the whole night (because usb cable too short. LOL)

Oh, and If you wondering why my hair awfully messy, I haven't bath for 2 days. But I bath today okay, so don't think I don't bath. Its just no mood to bath LOL, very mar fan, take off clothes, bath put soap, scrub, wipe dry, put clothes. I rather just sit there, and er, don't bath? Much much more easier.

I've been reading www.fmylife.com recently, its pretty stupid but funny at the same time. If you're bored and there nothing to do, just go there. Time well spent. :)

ta,
walrus
p/s= Haven't been very healthy lately, been busy the whole whole day, no rest. :X

2009-11-23T00:11:00.002+08:00

okay, so I had nothing better to do.
(look at header)

I am way not satisfied with the fonts. I read tutorial read until can just throw the monitor out of the window. I just couldn't get what the heck was it talking about. (I'm sorry la, I'm not very good at the computer), so in the end I just did whatever I felt like.

ta,
walrus
p/s= Thats going to be my debut album's cover. Not like I can write songs, or sing. But I don't care, die die must come out one album LOL

damn,

2009-11-20T22:47:00.002+08:00

I'm in dilemma, I can't seem to choose which one is better.

The Oboe Concerto in C Major (read below below), or the Flute Concerto in D Major.

They are both the same, just using diff instruments.
<3 <3 <3

ta,
walrus

I'm an Idiot

2009-11-20T11:19:00.002+08:00

Okay, I take back my words that I say i'm not listening to music from the Romantic/20th Century Era and all those crap...

because I just heard Saint-Saens's Carnival of the Animals, and Prokefiev's Peter and the Wolf. (this morning, at 4am.. I didn't sleep at all, read post below.)

And I LOVED it.

ta,
walrus

Recently,

2009-11-20T01:15:00.005+08:00

I've been being really weird.

I... stone at music.
(literally, like on drugs. But i'm not on any, unless you count music as one)

I just pick a random CD, and I check the CD in, and press the play button.
Then I just lie on my mom's bed, and stare at the ceiling. And if I lose track of time (which I usually do), I'll just lie there for hours, or until a student comes or it is time to eat.

And if you're wondering what I'm listening to, I'm not listening to some sad love songs by Jay Chou/R&B's by Khalil/~~Rubbish~~ Noise by Arashi/"Country" by Taylor Swift (<3)

I've been stoning to Vivaldi's Four Seasons's Violin Concerto today.

My mind goes blank, everytime I listen to those music. But somehow I don't feel comfortable. I didn't like the interpretation of the concerto, and how certain parts was played. (Obviously, thats because I heard of and prefered other version.)

And that's by day, by night... It gets worse.
I won't sleep, until I'm satisfied searching for the right "feel" of the piece I want (which I'm always not, causing me to fall asleep in anger [?!] )

Like now, I'm still obsessed with Mozart's Oboe Concerto in C Major, and his Piano Sonata for 2 Pianos and and his Twinkle twinkle Little Star Variation.(okay la, thanks to Nodame. -.-Yes, fine I'm obsessed with the mad music genius)

Damn, I sound so classical... so arrogant. Like I know music like that chey, I'm no good stuff, btw.

-------
off the topic, Did you know that Mozart transposed the Oboe Concerto for Flute?
I read it off some youtube comment, I don't know whether true anot la.

So, Jacq *wink. you know what to do, go pick it up!
-------

Back to the topic,
Mom's music junk didn't have any of those (I found out she stores reeaaally little Mozart ), so now I'm on youtube. Youtube has loads of those, none I like.

Like this one i'm currently listening too, the oboe is pretty good (could be better, can spot mistakes some more), but the piano...is just too heavy and messy for my liking. (Basically, its horrible la. I'm just saying it nicely. oops)

Mozart isn't suppose to sound like that!
(I think, according to my own interpretation of music la, but i'm always wrong so don't mind me)

Don't get me wrong, its not like I can play better than any of them (I WISHHHH~ T.T), its just that I know how to listen better than play. ;P

I'm not venturing into Romantic/20th Century ( don't even get me started on 20th, noisenoisenoisenoise, okay, I'll just get a headache hahah) I'm currently into the leggiero touch aka light touch (pffft, as if I know so much.)

Obviously, to me somehow the Nodame Oke will still be the best.
I'm still on the search of who is the pianist for the live action drama.
So if you do know, please share okay, because sharing is caring.

I need a visit to the classical music department CD shop, because I think I'm going crazy.

ta,
walrus
p/s= And by ending this post, its the eigth time I'm listening to the song above. I don't even like it that much! How pathetic right. Someone please help, seriously.

Btw, Beethoven's symphony no7 (LOVE) is all I'm listening to from him, because I think his music all emo emo and angry angry wan.

A Little Nightmare Music

2009-11-17T23:57:00.003+08:00

I went for this performance with Foo, Jacqueline and her sister.

It was at first sold out (the 60 bucks one), but last minute I logged in to Facebook and saw that Tracy had extra, so we went.

It was awesome, very very good technique, both the pianist and the violinist, and they are both very humorous too.

Don't know why, but I was more in awed with the pianist's technique. The touch, is bloody light and crisp. The running notes is, pure bliss to the ears.

I think I prefered the pianist because I tried to get that sort of "touch & feel", but failed terribly (quite obvious why, ngeh).

On the way, back we kept harmonizing (well, Jacq was. I was whistling) the songs we heard. And I can't help it but laugh every time she harmonizes with me. Then we were doing that too when Foo was getting his tickets, but he paid and forgot the tickets, The cashier thought we were drunk LOL.

We had ramli burger. Unhealthy, but oh well.

ta,
walrus

2009-11-17T16:54:00.001+08:00

http://rulesformyunbornson.tumblr.com

A very cool website I stumbled upon.

Suitable for lunch hour reads. :)

The link says it all

Because I've mastered the arts

2009-11-16T16:39:00.003+08:00

in posing...

Went for a Charity Concert for the Alzheimer's disease fund.
The Orchestra was good, the singers was alright (though I was disspointed la)

The timpanist had bleached blonde hair (natural one okay) LOVE the hair colour ( I NAK)
He was damn cool on the Timpani okay, then half way there was one part where the needed to timpanist, awesome much.

Though the hall, was ... I think the speakers wasn't on the first half. So the overture wasn't grand enough.

The gang that went.

Yes, because I know how to pose?

Pure poser...

btw, nice choice of tie! (its mine, obviously its good, duh)

I didn't manage to catch a glimpse of her live in KL, so I took a picture with a wall sized Lin Zhi Ling, <3 love love love.

ta,
walrus

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2009-11-16T11:50:00.002+08:00

my titles are getting crappier by the day.
-.-

Anyway, i felt so weird today.
When I woke up, I was so hyped to watched Nodame Cantabile, then when I on the computer it hit me that I already finished it watching yesterday.
T.T

I think I love it very much.
Although I know the characters inside aren't the ones playing, the Mozart Twinkle twinkle Little Star variation, was pure bliss.
The playing was light, crisp, and round.
When I heard it, I almost kissed the monitor screen.

Really wonderful music, and hair.

I love their hair,
Chiaki's hair is bloody awesome when he's conducting in the competition.
Nodame's was cute, like she came out from a comic book.
Kiyora's (<3) was just bangs, but it looks good on her.
Mine's is... classic?

ta,
walrus

waaaah

2009-11-15T21:57:00.004+08:00

I super semangat practicing the piano just now.

I was doing Hanon, the studies to build finger strength.
I was concern about my tone, my tone isn't even/balanced at all.

I was doing this, because I want to perfect at least one classical piece, so that I can tell irritating students who think they know the piece so well.

(they tell people who were trying to play the piece:" GRAND, IT MUST BE GRAND!!" All he did was bang the piano, for Fur Elise mind you. -.-")

Yeah, but I don't want to plan anything, because I know it won't work.

For instance, Operation I don't Wanna Die so Young, didn't even worked out, not even for one day, because I was uh, busy teaching. And I can't even sleep early, because during midnight thats when the dramas load fast, and I can't sleep after watching, because I want to watch more. -.-"

Nodame Cantabile is LOVE.
LOVELOVELOVE.

The cast is great (Kiyora-chan~), The music is great, the story is great.

ta,
walrus
p/s= my fingers are shaking now, while smsing. -.-"

宅男

2009-11-13T17:32:00.002+08:00

I'm becoming one.

I stay at home all day long, just on the computer, surfing the net, facebook, blog watch my dramas out of it.

I don't go out with friends, I don't do sports, I don't jog.
Heck, I don't even bath.
Okay, once a day at least la. Whats the point of bathing when you're at home to whole day? No point right? Can save water too.

Other than that, I sit with students whose piano exams are round the corner,and need practice. So basically I coach them.

Pure torture to my ear. -.-"
After joining, the choir, the orchestra, and listening to "better" music. I cannot really stand the sound of just anybody singing (out of tune, yet they don't know it. *shudders)
And the students, are they really playing music ?!

Not that I'm very good at it, but at least I know what it should sound like at least.
So I have to be very patient with them, but it doesn't really last long.

Its quite frustrating when you make them perfect one phrase, another phrase will go totally wrong. Then you work on that phrase, the first phrase you worked on previously went hay wire. -.-"
And then the process goes on and on.

And they can't concentrate. They rather sit there for a long time and play wrong notes, rather than do it right once. what the hell.

Thinking about it, I probably was once like that, but hey, its not that I don't want to do it well, its just that I don't understand music at that time. And I don't know what my teacher is screaming about.

Now, I know. ;P

ta,
walrus